LEAF

My past days fall on a belief,

That love is just like a falling leaf.

Slowly blew by the coldest of wind,

Then find his ground through his wings.

Absolutely the leaf will fall,

Then land on ground’s call.

There the leaf found the partner,

Whom never leave him until forever.

Like the leaf I was,

Hurt by fall and break-ups.

Hoping the wind to blew me hard,

Then fall directly to your heart.

And if time comes for my rest,

I just have one thing to wish.

That if my cells turn into pieces,

I just want to stay at that place.

Place where my heart dictates,

Where I found my real state.

I will be beside you until my decay,

To prove my love will stay.

…YOU…

I love your glasses though I’m not seeing it.

The way you look, it’s stunning me though you’re far.

Your hair, it binds into my soul.

The way you hold your notebook,

The way you write,

The way you sit.

I hope you are my subject so I can focus my concentration.

You are my specialization for I spent more time looking at you.

No research can solve who you are,

And nothing can describe your worth and value.

I feel depth, paralyzed and all,

I feel damn, shit and all.

Knife, arrows, bullets and all,

Are simultaneously going through my body.

Why do I feel this sensation?

You are my vices,

Secretly addicted,

Drowned slowly,

And take my breath out.

Dying for a reason,

And it hurts me more,

Knowing I lighted the dynamite,

That can blow me to destruction.